Hi pretty girl-I had to start this off w that- prettys an under statement. You're an angel that I was lucky enough to meet. I can't believe it's 2009. Wow time flys!! I have learned so much about life. All the meaningless things that go on that people let take over there daily lives. Filled with envy negativity greed and jealousy. Everything I just mentioned is human nature but the strongest over come those feelings.
You are very special, you seemed like you were never poisoned w that style of living, niether one of us were. (We are too loving) Reguarless of the bull shi* we had been put through- thus we all go through as we grow up- soon to mature later in life and laugh about it. Life goes on and as ive grown Ive cut alot of people out of my life that are meaningless and whom that dont have the best intentions for me. I dont need 500 fake friends. I only need the real ones and its less than a hand full.
I have grown up so much in my life now Jen. Im 22 and still think of you everyday and how beautiful you are. I wish I had the pleasure of styling your hair still. But besides that I have met someone very special to me. I haven't met someone that knows the goofy krista you knew like the back of your hand. Hes great. Finally found someone real and humble. We have the best time which im sure you already know.
Im an adult now w my own business. I have goals and I complete them. Everything I have is because I have worked very hard to get it. Definitally been put to the test and had to leap through many hurtles to get where im at... but everything happens for a reason.
I also had the great priveleage of growing up in a low income area where everyone looked at me like I had it all. Like there was some frea*ing money tree in my back yard. Well the reality of it is my life was never a walk in the park and NO my parents dont have the money tree- to be honest Im still searching for this great money tree - so I can start living the lavish life style of majority of our generation and charge up some fake breasts to boost my confidence. In reality that will never make a person beautiful it will just be less for them to someday retire w. Besides that even if my parents had a money tree... why the hell would i think for one second they owe me and Im entitled to there assets? Exactly I wouldn't they gave me life thats good enough for me. With everyone running around like there parents are gonna baby them forever reality check will hit... quit being lazy put the ego down and realise you are not to good for the 99 cent store.
I also grew up 1/2 my child hood with my child hood friends and a boyfriend that was alot older than I was. I thank every day I wake up I had you Jen. You still help me everyday that I grow up in life. You are an angel jen. Sweetest thing I know. My best friend. Amasing isnt it?? How you can grow up w all odds and everyone around against you and still come out an optomistic person. Im talking family doubting you, bullys around school, the "BULLYS" parents even, the whole freakin administration besides the great Mr Dan Koury or Mrs "awseome" Turley. I didnt get pushed to my full potential growing up because I was to worried about all the jealous girls that hated me and all the guys that helped agravating these girls. And of course the issues that were under my roof. The roof my mother repeadedly told me was NOT A HOME ANYMORE. Great words to tell your 12 yr old growing child thats dealing with there parents splitting and an older brother that has done evil things to help with all the doubtfull poisoned thoughts that were filling in peoples minds and tried sabotoging me multiple times. When they need to step back and handle there own personal addictions and issues. Treat me for once in there lives w respect and like Im not an idiot. You can only call your mother and email her so many times until you give up because you get sick of not getting a response back. When you talk to your sister and she just got off the phone w her. What a sweet caring mother.
Im not bashing her I love her shes my mother. But I dont love what shes done to me my whole life. Its been an emotinonal roller coaster and all i wanted her to do was love me (like the love you and your mom experienced) and recognise how talented I am and all my great qualities. And how I have the oppurtunity to make it big.
You have no idea how much I loved watching you and your family interact w each other. There was more love in the room than I can explain. You all knew each other and didnt judge one another and for the most part you all had a great time being together. They wanted you around all the time. Its because you have such a great sole. Its warmed mine for the rest of my life. If it was strong enough to permanetly warm mine im sure you all can only imagine how she lit up a room!!!!! A whole house even.
Well Jen I am doing great my business is booming and growing day by day and all my clients are 100 percent loyal to me. I care about them so much. Its therapeutic for me to do hair its a huge release from all the pain Ive endeered in my mid to late child hood. I love giving love. Its one of the most beautiful things in life. W out it you have nothing. love = happiness :) Also forgiveness is huge. And always being true to yourself. I am also learning a ton of stuff on accounting and the actually meaning of a dollar. Its something I have always been interested in and love to do. I will someday have multiple businesses. Im also buying my first house on my own. My life has been great and very rewarding. Im almost to the point where I can kick my feet up and look around and say DAMN 5 yrs later and I have all i could have ever wanted on my own.
One more thing....(I can write alot ive only been typing for 20 min.) Im writing a book on everything I went through as a child and how it led me to be very successfull and strong minded and im dedicating one of my books to you and it will mainly talk about us. As well as being humble and not to good for the finer things in life. The meaningful things are important the flashy things are worth nothing. (Unless its gold or stocks & bonds or mutual funds etc)
Sweet dreams pretty girl, take care Diana I hope to see you soon I love you both.
luv yuh like a sis Krista Close